everything is juz a dream..

2007-12-27T12:01:00.000-08:00

thank you xiang yu,shu ting,kok hua,kelvin,chern yang,ching qi,aik he n..for supporting me,cheering me up or pei me..i reali dono wad to say but a big THANKS to u guys..i will b dere for guys when u need me..n sorry if i miss out ur names..i not b using dis blog lerhs..please relink me..www.boiiboii-loved.blogspot.com

2007-12-27T09:45:00.000-08:00

blog..u have pei me walk pass dis to yrs..lots of things has happen..i have decided to abondon u..sorry blog..

2007-12-20T11:39:00.000-08:00

lots of things happen td..dowan to talk abt it..

2007-12-19T03:00:00.000-08:00

i don expect anything..i m feeling terrible..leave me alone..

2007-12-19T02:05:00.000-08:00

waited fr u to on9 e whole nitex..dare nt slp norh..nvm..gt things to tell u..

2007-12-18T11:18:00.000-08:00

disappointed..speachless..i just wanna live on..so if i heartache..dowan post lerhs..no mood..i continue my naruto..waiting fr u to on9..waited e whole night..

2007-12-18T09:14:00.000-08:00

dere is a few things i wanna say..1st disappointed in my result..sorry teachers..
2nd..yuri..i reali miss u..wish u were here nw to lend me ur shoulder to lean on..gif me a warm hug..3rd..i gt 55 ITE course to choose..i wan work hard..wo yao du shu!!!td went out wif neoneo n ting..lalala..

2007-12-13T22:47:00.000-08:00

last day working^^yeah..
gt enuf money lerhs..slack at 7th floor..
go find something..hahas..4more days to N result..
nth much..had a sore throat..very broke nw..cant even go
toilet..hahas..

2007-12-12T17:30:00.000-08:00

tired..xin ku..fan..feeling lost..very miss her..so close yet is like so far..

feeling dwn..feeling very bad nw..hais..dono wad shld i say..

lots of u said..no point waiting..but..very tired..dono hw long

more could i go on without u..afraid i m gone n nv bac..

baby..i miss u..

i dono whr r u nw..

but i miss u alot..

u r e person who
hold my hand tight n walk me out of e darkness..
tell me e meaning of living happily..
gif me e motivation to live on strong..
knock some sense into me..
b by my side when i m dwn..
cheer me up when i sad..
make me smile..
scold me when i m wrong..
gif me a warm hug when i need u most..
kiss me when i m unhappy..
irritate me fr nth cuz u miss me..
visit me when i m sick..
say i love you to me when i need u most..
hug me n cry wif me when we r both unhappy..
love me..
care abt me..
hold my hand tight n say no matter hw difficult it is,i will always b by ur side n face it wif u..face it tgt..
teach me hw to stay strong..
teach me hw to smile..
smile wif me..
share her joy wif me..
di siao me..
tickle me..
disturb me when i m a slp during chalet..
hug me tight..
hold my hand n walk home tgt aft sch..
eat wif me during recess..
talk to me..
sms me..
play wif me..
very demanding towards me..
take lots of photo wif me..
eat fish n chip aft sch tgt at market..
fa da xiao jie pi qi wif me..
write letter to me..
draw fr me..
cook fr me when i sa jiao to u..
go sch wif me everyday..
miss u like u always do..
say i love u like u always do..

but dis person is gone..

i cus her to b gone..

u r a very gud stead..

but i m nt..

days whe u r gone..hurts alot..30days of regrets..

i wan to shout out loud..

i wan to walk dwn e beach..

i m lost..

no motivation of living on..

trying to stay strong n happy fr u..
i reali need u nw..

2007-12-11T08:17:00.000-08:00

currently listening to jay's 你比从前快乐..very nice..td nth much..watch naruto..frm eps 30~50..wa..OMG!!e rock lee vs gaara..super nice lorh..gaara so cool..so cold blooded..like his style..7days to my N result..hais..she overseas dat day..sian..td frm 12 liddat play maple watch naruto sms her n yu till nw..she busy shopping spree..td raining again..take lots of care worh..bad weather sure very cold derh..den just nw talk to andrina abt her n yu..lols lorh..nw hv something in mind lerhs..but it is nt e time to do or say..wa..just bath wid cold wtr very cold nw..freezing norh..td nv slp much..ytd nitex 4.30 slp..morning 1030 wake up..tired..nt enuf slp recently..tmr very busy..oh ya..happy birthday to ahboi kor!!hahas..td is his 18th yr old bday..he say when i turn 18th he help me celebrate!!hahas..OMG lorh!!hahas..just nw talk to lester zixiang her andrina damian kel yuker ahboi..so long nv talk to dem lerh lorh..hahas.."ahboi kor say gt anything wan find me call my hp"hahas..den he say wan gif me 1 mit acc @bootes..haha..big thx to him!!miss her lots sia!!wish she is still by my side nw!!OMG!!rock lee so POWERFUL!!!my idol!!

2007-12-10T12:31:00.000-08:00

watashiwa kaze hikaru..haas..thank you yuri for e song..
currently very fan..dono wad nw..stress tired..fan..wanna
wait fr u..miss u..ytd 4.30slp td 1030 wake up lerhs..cant slp
fan..very tired..yu care abt me dis fren alots..thx..
dedicated fr yuri san
断了的弦~http://www.mtv123.com/mp3/1587/104853.shtml
你比从前快乐~http://www.mtv123.com/mp3/1596/80755.shtml

2007-12-09T15:45:00.000-08:00

cant slp ytd nitex..although u nv reply my sms..but i will still send..currently..drenched!!going work lerhs..hais!!jia you!!stay strong..
stay happy!!!hahas..td work @ 7..tmr no work..wed morning gt tuition aftnoon go jamming nitex go work @ 7..thus work @ 6 fri oso work @ 6..hahs..so busy dis week..no choice..gt to work hard fr e things is desire..lost most of my hot temper..left bit..my patients..still training..my stubborn towards waiting fr u..cnnt change..jia yous!!hahas..so cold nw..bit flu..

just wanna wait fr u..i miss u..

2007-12-07T22:45:00.000-08:00

action speaks louder then words..

Eat the mud from my shoe when i score that point

2007-12-05T18:19:00.000-08:00

ytd reach home late..quarrel wif mother..no food @ home..damn hungry..bo bian..no money oso..ytd tot my ez link gt money den run go mac..when reach dere den found out nt enuf..den run bac blk99..take my hp..half call weisian half run to his hse..den found out he nt at home..den faster run bac find hua borrow money frm him..den run go mac..nw haven eat yet..frm ytd till nw..gt bit gastric pain..n bit nt feeling well..dono y..bit headache liddat..den like gonna fall ill liddat..still having a slight cold n cought..td reali very xin ku!!i miss u..i quarreled wif mother..very hungry..feeling sick..phone gt confiscated..cnnt go out lerhs..hen xin ku..but no matter hw dark is my day..i wish ur's is e brightest..omg!!my eyes is very uncomfortable..baka..raining nw..muz take lots of care kays..ltr drench den sick..my heart will ache derh..but nw..tired n breaking dwn soon..its a torture..such a bad day..hais..last time when gt..nv treasure gud enuf..nw when lost le den regrets..no matter hw regrets i m its too late..nw..onli cn wait..i will stay strong!!hw i wish i cn travel bac in time to 8/6/2006 but its too late..hais..nw go rest lerhs..very uncomfortable..
80days more..23days lerhs..552hrs hv passes..

hey baka..muz stay happy..my heart aches when see u moody..it satisfy me to see u happy no matter u wif me or nt..cuz i m willing to do anything to make u smile again..although we r soo close yet our distance is like so apart..ur smile is soo precious..i noe i m poor at eng..but i wish u understand wad i saying..wishing dat day i cn hold ur hand again cn come soon..

2007-12-03T21:23:00.000-08:00

ytd @ her hse hear alot..heartaches..so faster went off..afraid dat i would drop my tears infront of u..sry.. ytd walk to grandma hse cuz morning wan go harbour frnt den topshop look fr shirt..but hais..juz nw went lers..but don hv..go all e topshops in sg lerhs..all don hv..sadded..shhhhh..leave me alone..think nxt week going katong dere walkwalk alone bahx..hahas..gastric pain sia..frm ytd morning nv eat till nw..cuz no money eat..@ hm oso nth cn eat de..fr nw save up some money lerhs..but cnnt use de lorhs..heeheehee..if i were to hold on to ur hand till march..dere will b lots of things dat will upset me n i will feel more hurts..but no matter wad ans u gif me..i will stay strong!!i will hold on to ur hand n start a new or i will b e 1 walking behind u..will nt let u get hurts..i will keeping holding on till e very end..no matter hw hurts i m..i will b by ur side..=x no matter hw nt happy i m!!i will learn to stay strong n smile!!it feels horrible but i oso muz smile=) sry n thx yu..i gt things everytime ask u b my listening ears..thx those who r by my side all e time..dey r:ting,hua,yu,ahyang
thx those who tagg to cheer me up:chingqi,egg,ade,ruiyun,hua n ..sry nv write lerhs..

2007-12-03T03:08:00.000-08:00

td wake up @ 11.30 call ah yang tell him meet me @ 1.30 @ bugis..lols..den ltr cab dwn to bugis mrt meet him le we go walk ard e top shop in sg to find a tee she lost..we walk frm bugis to suntec to marina sq den to swiss take pay but cnnt take..den ltr take mrt to orchard..go wisma e top shop den isatan den go paragon find..but all cnnt find..sadded..ltr 5+ ahyang go home..shu ting n jiayuan came..THX TO HUANG SHU TING!!!!!!den went to parkway find but still no..sadded..go le..nt eaten frm morning..thx ah yang pei me walk frm 1.30~5..
find le whole so heartache..sad..y no more le..had u flu n cough..sian..i will wait!!

u said u gif me a chance..but in ur world..everything is him..
my heart reali aches..e way u talk to me is like wan or nt oso nvm..
i reali feel very hurts..wo hen xin ku..u r e reason fr me living..
without u my world is empty..breathing hard nw..bleeding nw..

2007-12-01T10:06:00.000-08:00

if u r nt happy wif me den tell me..if u hate me den say..just bring it..don say behind me la hor..herh..unforgiven!!i noe u noe who i m saying..but who cares..u wn say den say lo..i don gif a damn..tell me face to face if reali bey song me..

2007-12-01T02:22:00.000-08:00

thx guys..ytd 8.30am den reach home..btw sry to everyone..thx huahua,jiayuan,ahyang,tingting,samson,wei bin,gary n jos pei me..nv felt so
no reason of living b4..thx huahua fr e drink n hair cut..thx ahyang fr e cushion n alotalot..u r e best..jiayuan thanks fr coming dwn..

mehmeh is dead..dere wont be another mehmeh..became shadow nw..i live in e dark..had my hair dye..had my hair cut..

2007-11-29T21:53:00.000-08:00

2days ago 1 very cute baka go deliever cake den wan walk short cut he go by e stairs den kana trap inside..ask me go save him..hahaha..den dat baka so cute n paiseh norh..hahaha..

2007-11-28T04:50:00.000-08:00

e emperor feels lifeless without his queen..so he decided to leave his palace his power n his empire without a word..search bac his queen..when he finally found his queen..he den found out dat his queen is no longer e queen she is..she has forgotten e past n start a new life wif a prince..e emperor den bcame a normal person..waiting fr her..when he noes dat dere is a very bright pearl in a country called city..he den decided to get to city n buy e pearl bac fr her..no matter wad..his adviser said its reali no point getting it unless its fr his queen..but sry..he insisted to do dat..sry adviser..15days since he regreted..n 30days since she left..

2007-11-25T22:02:00.000-08:00

once apon a time dere is a emperor called lee wen feng..e is a very a very hot temper king..his queen left him..cuz cant tolerate him temper..den he decided to change n to search fr his queen bac..he has an adviser called miss poh xiang yu!!n a comerdate call mr tsai chern yang..pointless owning e empire himself..so to b continue..ltr going steamboat wif tcy,ps,vet,kh,egg(mayb) n e organiser yf..tada..zzz..so lame..count dwn22days to my n lvl result..missing his queen..

2007-11-24T04:43:00.000-08:00

i m reali nt happy..y muz i act as if i m happy?wo xiang ni hen xiang gen ni zai yi qi..ke shi wo bu xiang rang ni fan le..wo de xin hen tong..zai liu xue..fong gen wo jiang yao ni kai xin jiu ying gai give u my blessing..arhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh..hao xin tong..bu xiang rang ni dong..xiang yao ni kai xin..wo zhi dao wo hui hen xin ku but i will try..fang kai ni..den ni hui lai..gen ni jiang le yu zhen yang?xin hai shi tong de..mei you ren hui zai yi hao wo de xin le..i noe hw annoying i m..haha..wo zai ku..hen shang xin hen xin ku..you yong ma?ni bu hui fang qi ta..ye bu hui zai xiang xin wo le..
dis is wad she said:okay.. since she is so determined.. den ue have to give her ur blessing.. no choice.. is already too late for everything to get back to de past liiao le.

try to stay stay happy..

2007-11-24T01:46:00.000-08:00

lots of things happen ytd nitex..cried at ecp vet tcy ps an wei wo..i whack e floor till bleed..gave jy pasta i made..she keep avoiding me..i very heartache..she went off..left kerwin wei sian dey all stay wif dem till yf come tcy pei me look @ e sea till i cried again..veryvery heartache..turning to e dark side frm td onwards..thx fr caring me but i hv decided nt to return till she come bac....sry guys..bad mood nw..chern yang..thx..bad mood?eh..to spammer at jiayuan blog..if u wan to make fun of ppl names..come find me..i dare u..

2007-11-21T23:56:00.000-08:00

grats jiayuan..promoted to sec4 express..
currently watching naruto eps 19 nw target 29 or 39 by td..
hv nv felt so heartache..2nd week nw..heartache fr 2weeks going 3rd..
nv felt so pain..diet frm 2weeks le..waist was 29 but nw..hahaha guess wad..26.6..
amazing huh?OMG!!!tcy td come bac..i miss him..but i miss her more..

2007-11-21T04:01:00.000-08:00

happy birthday ching qi!!

i gt 2 wish
i wan jiayuan to stay happy
i wish dat u could b tgt 1day!!i will wait..

i wan to protect e ones i love wif my hands!!
i m a burden..a crybaby..i wan to stay strong..
listening to xing guang you le yuan wif tears..dono y..

2007-11-21T00:48:00.000-08:00

http://www.mtv123.com/mtv123play.php?id=91768
gt time go listen..nice song!!
heard a story frm a fren makes me wanna hang on more dowan gif up!!

2007-11-19T10:17:00.000-08:00

a busybusy day..
hahaha..ytd3 slp morning 8 wake up called jiayuan told her sry..
10 go tuition..reach home abt 1+ use come till 3+ go bath den go fr training
lalala..hahaha..i saw taufic..i oso dono hw spell..zzz..he @ td de fuction sing
fr e asien thingy la..den e aru keep disturb me lor..take my hp come seesee
den kick my chair touch my ear~stick..den joke wif me..den 9+ go home lo..call
jiayuan talk awhile..den go take bus..saw a gal dat looks like jiayuan..den saw e gals bf
den i see my side gt space so i gif space to dem..den sit beside me so swt..e guy hug e gal
n e way hw dey talk n hold hand shows dat dey very loving..stp my tears fr coming out^^
reach home slack bath watch naruto talk to jiayuan..msn talk to tcy yf yiyang liddat lor..watching naruto nw..tmr de work v.sian..all e pm president frm other country all come eat dinner heng ar..nt i serve dem ar..but sua lor kana group ldr..i 1st time lor..tmr if i screw up everything sure kana scolded de..sian..

2007-11-18T21:35:00.000-08:00

YO..guys!!!
i m bac!!wahahaha..gt miss me rt?
bac to myself..waiting fr mirricle to happen!!^^
no more vulgarites!!yeah!!no mmore shoutinh ppl^^
yeah^^ahahaha..abit insomnia sia!!die ler lors!!omg!!
i m so baka!!bu ke yuan liang!!!zzz..lols!!work veryvery sian lor!!
but saw few couple's wedding!!wow..i was sooosooo envie!!ytd cut e
ice~cream cake wif flame on top dat time kana burn tio!!lols..den liddat lor
wa..my waist bcum smaller ler lor!!jealous bahx?!wear my pants like keep dropping..
wahahahaha..hmmm!!!i wan stay strong!!wif perservierance!!hahaha..hoik..hahaha..sian..
having abit of lifeless life..don understand wad i saying bah!!gudgud!!staying happy!!sooooo
pls don make me miserable!!!xiexie da jia!!controlling my temper nw!!wahahaha..CHERN YANG!!THX!!anyway!!don u dare 4get my present!!hoho..if nt i will..heeheehee..thx fr viewing!!!

2007-11-16T06:01:00.000-08:00

hurts..mayb dis is e last post i gonna type..
specially to jia yuan:thx fr e happy days u gave me
i will always rmb..sry fr things dat i hv hurt u..
wish u happy^^go fight fr ur happiness bahx..wish u
cn b wif him bahx^^i give up^^jiayou jiayou^^hahaha..
don so easily give up worx..wahahaha..gogogo..
is i m e 1who let go of ur hand..shi wo zi zao..hahaha..
stay happy wor!!i think its time i shld do something
bac fr u lers..i wont zai fan u ler..nw onli cn look @ photo
..u r a gud stead but i m nt..sry..wad i cn do
is so little..sry..like wad u said..but i m a broken kite dat will
hurt ppl..treating me too gud ended to hv cut ursef by e sharp
edge..sry..take care worx..hahaha..u seem happier wif him den
me^^gudgud^^i felt happy knowing u..take care..don b so STM..
hahaha..i nw rgret bit too late le lor..hahaha..2425 8/6/06~28/8/07
28/9/07~28/10/07

sry blog..i m going to abandon u..cuz u gave me lots of memories..
e more i look @ u e more i feel hurts hao tong arh..tears cant stp..i m weak..
wo hen tong..td cried fr e whole day..hw weak i m..aiyo..so big le still cry..
tired..wa..when i need ppl to talk to or wad hor..y all MIA??sian lor..hais..
feel a bit gone nw..cry too long bit dizzy..ppl if u noe pls guild me..cuz i m
reali lost..

2007-11-15T23:53:00.000-08:00

wad if something happen to me 1day?will any1 care?
pls reply by tagg..
uselsee boii going empty..tears r drying up..
dead shatter powder heart..e longer it takes
e more painful i will get..i will endure..

2007-11-15T23:16:00.000-08:00

i m hurts no 1 noes no 1 cares..sit a side tears

keep flowing i cnnt stop luckly no 1 saw cuz i was sitting

at e bac roll..reached hm..lie on e bed tears came out again..

den e bed kana lor..den wetwet de..dere was no 1 to confort me

dere is no 1 fr me to talk to..so just bottle all it put in my heart..

i dono wad..i do lots of chors to make myself feel tired so i wont think..

u said morning meet me 8.30 8.45 den meet fren..end up..such a heartache..
i walked away cuz i m sad n angry i dowan scold ppl..a promise i made to
myself..nt go scold or angry le..slack @library n canteen till 1030..n left without calling
whole heart shatted..i waited soo long n wake up so early fr so "much"..very sad lor..
went scouts fr awhile go hm lor..siit those plc ppl wont see de den suddenly cried..
u said i hurt u when i say u r nt my who..but did u think a nt?u said who r u to me?y?
shld i call u?i wake up so early n waited so long is to talk to u..ended up to b said by 4..
i purposely wiat so long end up u liddat say..u gt xiang guo my gan shou nt?
dis is e photo i took @ work^^

2007-11-14T20:20:00.000-08:00

y did i do so much?y did i plan so much?y m i so stupid?
do u noe hw sad or disappointed i was when i noe u smoke?
dat is wad u promise me n dat is wad dat make me most sad..
wad time i slp everyday?4,5or6..y?cuz i cant slp..y i cant slp?
to everyone..FUCK OFF IF U DON LIKE ME FUCK OFF
IF U DON LIKE MY BLOG FUCK OFF IF U HATE ME..
GET E HELL OUT OF MY LIFE IF U DON LIKE IT..

2007-11-05T04:37:00.001-08:00

well..did nth much td..watch bleach lo..like u noe..
wa..e ikkaku's bankai **** cool lo.. watch till 121
having break type post update update awhile..
ltr ppl suan me again say i nv blog ..sian nor..hais
aft tuition go hm eat den slack bleaching..OMG
weakspirit aka junwei say 4th job nxt wk..shit
33morelvl to 4th job..sian..

2007-11-05T04:37:00.000-08:00

detest spammers boji humji don dare write name
childish lamers wont make use of time dis kind
of childish act is nt forgiven u mother fuckers..
go do something more useful la..go clean toilet la
atleast helping e society..aiyo..make me pissed of..
if wan spam put dwn name la..useless ur parents
nv give u name lars?o.O is wad i say rt?o.O im soo
sry fr u ppls..usually dis kind of no name ppl are nt
educated de..cuz hor..as u noe educated ppl is ppl dat
r GUAN MING ZHEN DA DE..nt guigui suisui de..suo
tou wu gui..wu ji jiu lai find me kays..don sit behind com
type shit ok..n btw tcy e SHIT i m saying is nt u..cuz as
u noe ppl always call u shit but as ur buddy i m nt saying u
hahas..fcuk off if u wan don dirty BLOGS..

2007-11-03T08:41:00.000-07:00

bleach is all i wann go nw..aiyo..gt ppl spam jy blog

sian wor..bo bian go taggtagg lo..hais..yea man..BLEACH!!!
happybirthday to u happy birthday to u happy birthday to jiayuan

happy bithday to u..chalet so tired but fun..bleach till 114 nw

Hitsugaya Toushiro so shuai..his bankai omg..

2007-10-30T09:59:00.000-07:00

mehmeh's alone sitting in e darkest conner
going dumb..strong in e outside but weak in e inside..
wth eyes so pain..alone,alone,alone..things r missing in my
life since 28th dono hw to smile as happy as ever le..some part
of me is gone..juz feel strange..lack of things..but dono wad isit..

2007-10-28T09:44:00.000-07:00

things comes n go..
lots of things happen recently..
its all mine to blame..i m nt a gud stead..
hais..bloody hell eyes swollen lor..cnt slp whole nitex..
fountain of water rushed out..my pillow all wet lor..den end up liddat lor..
cnnt slp keep waking up sms tcy lo..till 7+ liddat sms xiaoyuanyuan..den zzz
till 11+ wake up go sch take my e.math pp1..sux lo..soo hard..

2007-10-23T06:52:00.000-07:00

dui bu qi baby!!
its my fault fr being so fierce..
i spent time talking to fren but nv talk to u..
sry..its my fault..sry nv pei u recently..cuz i busy wan work
den no time pei u sry!!don angry mahx!!

2007-10-08T23:59:00.000-07:00

wa finally my n's is over..hahaha..happy 1month anniversary baby..ps dis few weeks nv pei u sia.. dui bu qi.. muz work real hard fr ur end of ur wor.. jia yous to those who r taking end of yr..especially baby,ting,na,juan,yun n those i noe..n gud luk to those who r taking their o's n a's especially yu,wen,ling hong n xiaopang shi xiong n those i noe

2007-10-04T23:59:00.000-07:00

wahaha my n's gonna finish le.. 1more day to go..
hate dat fucking maple sea..patch sooo fucking long..
frm4pm wait till 10.. wtf man..
wa..e na math v.easy lors..hahas..dis few days nv talk to dearest much.. 15mins or less everyday..ps wors..sian nor hate e stupid nlvl..i wan lvl up!!!!y all dowan stay in aquila????
hais..sry dearest nv pei u much.. dui bu qis

2007-09-22T11:46:00.000-07:00

special thx to baby,ting,tsai fr td..
thx anna kok hua n ps fr coming..
thx xiang yu hui wen baby n shuting n n n vet fr e present..
td wake up @ 11+++ watch tv den go eat lunch
aft dat baby come gif me cake..wait fr me den we went marina sq
on e way saw miss tan..go meet tsai le den go find anna n ting..
anna go hm den we went pizzahut eat..eat 1/2 way kok hua come..
denhe go walkwalk..den we go watch movie lo..watch movie half way yf sms me ask i gt play her acc????i oso full of ?????? no pass hw play..zzz lo..den watch finish le den go esplanate walkwalk..aft dat jiu go hm le..i take cab wif tsai come my hse wa..wft man $9.50..
den tasi went hm..aft awhile his mother call lor..den i zzzzzzzzz...full of ?????...
den sian..tsai say i v.v.v.long nv on9 maple le..1once a week counted long?
zzz..baby brought a 2GB memorie stick fr me..wa... thx baby..bday wish..1stevery1 happy n healthy..2nd..dit 14x gt zak helm n cleric 13x oso gt zak helm..3rd baby n i 4eva..4rd..go sec5..^^ hahaha..THX BABY TSAI N TING FR HELPING ME CELEBRATE MY BDAY..sooo happy!!!

2007-09-09T14:59:00.000-07:00

ytd nitex I had a dream. I noe dat i m gonna die..i m gonna killed by a car.
at first i m veri worry but i juz gif up le. dats my ming yun ba.

2007-09-08T09:39:00.000-07:00

KNN LA.. CB LA.. F*** OFF LA.. PISSED ME OFF.. 2DAYS NV SCOLD LE.. FRGET IT I LAZY SCOLD.. I GO MAPLE LE..

2007-09-08T09:27:00.000-07:00

haix.. dono wad shld i write nehx.. heeheehee.. wad done is done..
to vet.. ty fr liddat treat me.. treat me soooo GUD.. nvm i da ren bu ji XIAO ren guo.. i will FRGIVE u.. u r my BEST fren.. e more i say e more i m angry.. sua.. dowan talk abt her le.. say her more make lesser ppl view my blog.. LALALA

2007-09-05T00:51:00.001-07:00

td eng paper okok la.. abit dono.. lalala.. zzz.. soo sian..
i go maple le..

2007-09-05T00:42:00.000-07:00

I HATE BITCH DAT THINKS HIGHLY OF HERSELF
HATE IT WHEN U SAY PPL
HATE IT WHEN U SAY FUCK LA,BITCH,XIA LAN,CHEE BYE,NA BEY,TA MA DE
HATE IT WHEN U ACT BIG
DO U NOE DAT UR SOUND MAKE ME WANNA PUKE
KNN LA CHEE BYE BITCH
THINK DAT U VERY PRETTY LIDDAT..
GO EAT SHIT LA CHICKEN..
FLURT WIF GUYS
LIKE U DANCE SING N V.GUD @MUSIC LIDDAT
A BIT JIU KPKB
CHEE BYE KIA
PLAY WIF GUYS JIU SOOO FEMALE
GALS PLAY WIF U JIU FUCK LA,OUCH U HIT ME V. PAIN U NOE?
ABIT JIU FALL DWN
FAINT
GOING DIE
VOMIT
BEST IS U COMA LA BITCH..
ACTUALLY PPL TOUCH U ONLI LOR
SOOOO ACT.. SOOO DISGUSTING
WANNA PUKE LE
HAIR IS FUCKING SMELLY LOR..
STICK LIKE MELVIN..

2007-09-04T02:47:00.000-07:00

wa.. td de ss okie la.. quit hard..
tmr is eng.. sian.. wahahaha.. aft tmr cheong ms till 9x lo..
hais juz nw nv study bloody sunday
den come out lo.. shit.. end here le..
thx fr all ur concerns..

2007-09-04T02:44:00.000-07:00

yuan;tc worx.. u buy wrong chocolate le.. i like m&n more..

wenn; thx fr ur textbook n concerning me..
yuu;yuan nt saying u.. don wu hui wor.. haha.. xiexie guan xin..
wenn n yuu;i m fine^^ wiat 1 day go out tgt..

fong;thx fr ur small green chocolate.. i appericate it lots..

2007-09-04T02:35:00.000-07:00

WHATEVER PROMISE U MADE R ALL CRAP
U HV PROMISE COUNTLESS THINGS
BUT ALL THOSE U HV PROMISE U HV MADE IS ALL EMOTY PROMISE
U SMELL AS SMELLY AS E RUBBISH IN PULA SEMAKAU
U CHANGE BRA N UNDERWEAR LIKE WTF
U R AS SHAMELESS AS A BITCHY SLUT
I HATE U
I HATE U 4EVA
U HV BACKING SOOOO
LIKE I SCARED
U LOOKED LIKE A BITCHY AUNTY U NOE?
LET ME TELL U U SOUNDS LIKE A ''CHICKEN'' IN GAYLANG
U WORTH NTH
U HEAR ME?
U ONLI NOE HW TO STICK WIF GUY
U SLUT
ANY GUY OSO CN
U BITCH
ACT AS IF U V.WEI DA
UR HAIR IS AS SMELLY AS E BLOODY FUCKER MELVIN HUNAG
OR SHLD I SAY SMELLIER DEN HIM
THINK U NV BATH LA..
BITCH
DONO U WIF HW MNY TONNS OF GUYS LE.. HAIX..
END HERE LE..

2007-09-03T01:31:00.000-07:00

td cl ppl 1&2 hai hao la.. soso.. think cn pass.. tc hor.. raining nw go ecp don drench.. ^^

2007-09-03T01:21:00.000-07:00

CHANGE BF LIKE CHANGE UNDERWAER
MOUTH AS BIG AS TOILET BOWL
LIKE TO SAY THINGS BEHIND PPL
ACT UNTIL V.WEI DA
LIKE U NOE EVERY SINGLE THING
TREAT ANOTHER GUY BETTER DEN UR OWN BF
SAY PPL U HATE UNTILL LIKE V.XIA LAN
INFLUENCE UR FREN SAY TILL IS ALL UR FAULT
LIKE TO B WIF FREN U HATE N HAHAHA WIF DEM
BEHIND DEM JIU KPKB SAY DEY FK OR WAD
PPL PLAY WIF U AWHILE JIU LIKE NO OXYGEN GOING TO DIE LIDDAT
U MAKE PPL JIU CN
BUT PPL MAKE U JIU CNNT
CHANGE FREN LIKE CHANGE BRA
I HATE U
U FKING BIG MOUTH FKER DAT ACT SOOO WEI DA.. FK OFF MAN..

2007-08-11T13:23:00.000-07:00

i sat infront of e computer fr dono hw long.. i looked @ e blank screen.. i dono whr i wanna go.. tears came out aft i visited some blog.. i m going crazy.. i dono wad to do.. i dono wad can i do.. i m going mad.. i cnt smile as happy as i was right nw..

2007-08-10T23:59:00.000-07:00

baby happy 1month anniversary..
td end of my n le^^hahaha
cleric lvl46 nw^^
maple frek nw^^but baby more important
muz jiayou hor n gud luk fr ur exam tmr^^
sry nv peii u recently!!dui but qi!!

2007-06-23T08:46:00.000-07:00

me:unreasonable,attitude sux,unromantic,don understand stead..
day:disappointed,i unreasonable,unhappy
to baobei:i love u,i v.unreasonable
maple:"YEAH"i lvled
%10
dhief dit:"YEAH"ppl keep kickiing me out of mg map
%12
i go bath le..
endd..

2007-06-22T01:49:00.001-07:00

disappointed.. nth much.. haix.. ^^ trying to b gud stead gud person.. i m nt a romatic person.. end ler.. haix..

2007-04-25T01:08:00.000-07:00

wa.. td 1+ jiu can go hm le lor.. den wait for baobei den end up she wait fr anna den i sian lor.. haix.. ^^ but nvm.. hmm.. mdy exam coming le.. shit.. dono how sia scared fail sia.. haix.. nv post recently very busy.. gt sch anni scouts n... hmm.. a mother fucker go hack my maple acc cutexf na bey chee bai if i noe who he sure die.. ^^ hahaha.. happy recently.. end here le bahx..

2007-04-08T15:23:00.000-07:00

10th anniversary..
nt very happy darling @hm frm3 say call me until 4 use com nv calll den go bath nv call den aft come out go watch tv until 6+ i was alrdy pissed off le but dont wanna quarrel den nv say.. anna gu juan go her hse she nv call me haix..

2007-03-31T20:19:00.000-07:00

hao bu kai xin arh!!!

2007-03-22T12:53:00.000-07:00

EVERYTHING IS MY FAULT OKIE.. TODAY AFTERNOON DE THING IS I CUZ DE OKIE.. HAPPY?? I M A FUCKER.. I SHLD NV B FORGIVEN OKIE.. I SHLD NT B KE LIAN OKIE.. IS I CUZ U TO B LIDDAT DE.. I SUX.. I NV UNDERSTAND U.. I DON UNDERSTAND U..

2007-03-21T06:37:00.001-07:00

EVERY1!!! PLS FUCK OFF I HV NO MOOD.. SRY IF I GIVE ATTITUDE.. BUT.. 4GET IT.. DOESNT WAN TO NOE ANYTHING LARS.. PLS GO.. I M GIVIN ATTITUDE PLS SHOOOOOOOOOOOOO.. FAN AR.. COVERED BY DARKNESS.. DOSENT WAN ANYTHING EXCEPT U..

2007-03-17T13:27:00.002-07:00

haix.. haooooooooo fannnnnnnnnnnnn ar!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i dis holi damn busy ar.. same as study ar!! monday poa remedial 7+ 8+ wake up go remedial den go hm tues go geo trip den ton nitex play maple nv slp wed got e n a math remedial aft dat pei darling thurs go out wif darling den buy a bear fr her den go watch e messanger... wa scary lors.. fri scouts.. td darling go out wif anna dey all i actually dowan she go de cuz i noe anna gt vincent jiu can le den jiu wnt help me tc her de.. den i m rt lors.. dono which ********** ******* suggested go east coast blading den some ppl wif vin can le don care my darling den she fall some bargard osho don care onli juan tc of darling nia.. ended darling hand injuried den bac injuried osho den go hospital check her back.. wa.. i i going mad lers.. dis holi quarrel lots of times lers.. nid worry abt darling n her fren.. den nw pok 1more come out.. darling n yu de.. haix.. yi ren rang yi bu lars.. heartache le lars..

2007-03-17T13:27:00.001-07:00

2007-03-06T21:02:00.000-08:00

td bad mood whack e wall.. bad mood slp in class.. hand pain.. heartaches.. a lousy guy..

2007-03-03T02:29:00.001-08:00

whenever i was in my bad mood e sky is always moody.. raining.. like e sky get how i feel.. mayb? mayb nt.. td 6+ wake up.. 0730 reach sch.. scouts.. saw darling.. aft scouts i go find darling.. she say wait fr anna den fine lor.. aft dat anna dragdragdrag.. veli bad mood norx.. y muz waitwaitwait.. 1/2hr lor.. den mother callcallcall even more bad mood.. darling told me she buy le bag jiu go hm le.. but ended up to b going out.. y is everything u say different frm wad u do? when u r outside do u sms me? when u r @ hm do u sms me? do u call me? u wld rather sometimes watch shows den talk.. y.. Y.. YY!!!!!!!! i sms u do u care.. i sms u 2~3x u onli reply me 1.. y? i m feeling drifted sometimes.. i m reali mood nw.. no mood fr e whole day.. nv eat.. no mood.. just quarreled wif darling.. do u noe hw i feel?? u told me juz buy bag den go hm.. did u tell me u ra going out to walkwalk.. no.. cq de aiai also angry her late go hm, nv pei him talk/sms.. m i thinking too much?

2007-02-27T20:28:00.000-08:00

sometimes i felt things r nt real.. e smile u gif me looks fake.. while sometimes i feel tat we r like drifted apart.. haix.. sometimes i felt dat u r nt like last time liddat.. i wan how u treat me like last time.. hmmm..

to a fren i lost today..
u rather gif me up.. den sua.. we hv been fren for 2yrs++ de.. ji ran u liddat den sua lor.. talk to u u will onli gif me attitude.. den suan le lor.. i will walk my way

2007-02-26T18:51:00.000-08:00

hmmmm.. last time u would always care about me more.. take care of me.. sayang me lots.. den u wld sms me evrytime every min check on me.. call me.. ask me how m i ask me wad i doing? how i miss e past.. nw u wld nt sms me when u r free talk to me when u r free.. check on me wad i doing.. how m i doing.. haix.. i is alrdy bcum a past.. cannt hv all dis again le.. how i wish everything is e same as e past.. haix.. miss e past sia.. love my jia yuan darling lots sia.. miss her lots sia..

2007-02-26T06:58:00.001-08:00

2nd post of e day
just nw read her blog le.. it is all my fault to make u lose ur frenz..
sometimes it is rather hard to talk to u.. cuz u would rather msn talk to fren or blog or maple.. rather den giving me ur attention.. i would nid to ask 2-3times in order fr u to reply me.. sry i give u e siansian attitute.. cuz do u totally listen to wad i say? wad shld i do? another quarrel? no way man.. can i don think after looking @ur blog anot? but after reading ur blog let me noe dat i doesnt noe u well,doesnt understand u.. i regrets fr hating ur fren makes u liddat.. u said u r dead.. den wad shld i do.. i reali felt like soo useless,a lousy stead im.. dosent noe u @ all.. i m confused.. sad haix..

2007-02-23T23:31:00.000-08:00

hate dis world hate lies hate everyone feels like jumping off dis building dis moment..

2007-02-22T02:49:00.001-08:00

dono wad can i say? i noe u hate guides.. den.. wan can i do? wad u wan me to do? did i do something wrong? i noe u nt happy.. when i wan make u smile u ask me don make u.. den wad u wan me to do? wad did i do wrong? why shout @me? i noe who u hate.. i stayed away frm dem le.. den wad u wan me to do? i m trying to cover ur pain,ur wound.. but yet u went to my blog dug up e past.. wad m i supose to do? delete my blog? giving u all i have just to want u to b happy..

2007-02-21T00:47:00.001-08:00

haix.. she go singpost eat wif anna.. haix.. nw den go hm.. actually td wan maple wif her de.. nw bcum cnnt le.. haix.. sua.. wad can i say? there is nth i cn say.. suan le lor..

2007-02-19T10:55:00.000-08:00

hmm.. tmr sch reopen le.. haix.. dis few days go lots of plc.. sian.. see lots of ppl.. play lots of maple.. haix.. thurs common test le.. sian diao le.. haix.. actually tot td onli me darling anna go nia.. den ytd darling last nitex den tell say kh vet got go.. i den gt nth to say.. haix.. veli little fr me n her tgt.. haix.. so long nv blog le.. hahaha.. hmm.. nw wish every1 a happy cl new yr.. hahaha.. love u darling..

2007-01-25T20:14:00.000-08:00

things i hate.. lies,broken promise,u sad,see u hurts,see u drunk,attitude given..
things i love.. u,ur smile,ur care,ur happiness
things i lost.. ur care,don tell me anything,turst,myself,my heart
things i wan.. u to b happy don drink anymore le..
things u promise me.. nv drink again,nv smoke

2007-01-25T20:07:00.000-08:00

nv post recently.. lots n lots of things has happen.. reali dono wad to do now.. feels like ending my life here.. i reali feels hurts.. bleeding.. u r hurts too.. but can u juz don care of her continue wif our happy life can? u broke ur promise.. u said u will nv drink anymore but in e end is still e same u still drank today.. feels like ending my life when i see u drunk.. i m reali going mad le..

2007-01-13T03:19:00.000-08:00

things u promise me today..
1. go hm tgt aft sch
2. wont quarrel
3. wont go out unless ppl de bday

it hurts me shoo much to see u dead drunk lying on e floor cuz of me.. i dono wad to do.. i m collapsing when i see u liddat.. i dono wad to do.. i walk u hm frm eunos.. i carried u,walk wif u my heart reali shattels into many parts..

2007-01-04T17:10:00.000-08:00

i reali dono wad m i doing? wad can i do? wad e fuck m i doing? haix.. i doesnt noe how to stay happy anymore.. i m standing in a darkdark plc.. wif u ard holding on to my hand tight.. i m hurts,sad,tired n strugling.. i noe u r also feeling e same.. i regrats.. walking e journy wif me makes u change to some 1 else.. i doesnt noe.. i m sure u urself osho donno..

2006-12-31T17:08:00.000-08:00

haix.. ltr going out wif my darling.. but i called her i told her i cant meet u @ 6.. i can onli go find u @ 7.. e reply she gave me is sian.. haix..standing in btw 2 women is hard.. making my darling happy make my mother dislike her.. but making my mother makes my darling unhappy.. haix.. i cant always stand in e middle.. but i reali dono whr can i stand..? i reali dono..? end here le..

2006-12-30T02:15:00.000-08:00

im sry.. i will nv let u hold my hand n walk infront of me.. cuz e person infront will always gt hurt.. will always fall n gt hurt.. n i will nt let u gt hurt.. i wan u to b happy.. holding my hand tight n nv let go.. no matter wad.. i feels like being blinded up.. i cant c everyting clearly.. but no matter wad i will always hold ur hand n carry on our journy.. no matter how tired i m.. i will nv let u walk infront of me n get hurt.. i m sry.. but some hurts can nv be spoken in words..

2006-12-29T05:03:00.000-08:00

hmmm.. ytd nitex b4 i slp my xiao sha gua called.. we chatted.. i told her how i felt frm we 1st stead till nw.. cuz i wn her to noe how i feel.. she told me hers tooo.. but very little.. hmmm.. den td wake up jiu 1st thing call her.. her hp off.. den call her hse her bro say she slping.. den i sms her norx.. den i td whole day @ hm.. she woke up ard 2in e aftnoon.. den sms awhile she jiu go out wif her mother le.. den sms she toook shoooo long to reply my sms... haix.. hmm den she reach hm jiu call me.. we chatted.. i told her im tired.. aft dat i knew something was wrong.. i force her to tell me e truth.. she cried.. she told me.. if u r tired i will put an ending to e story.. i den finally knew dat i cant b tired.. i cant rest.. it is hard to bcum a gud guy.. when i looked @ e moon jz nw i felt dat i m jz useless.. empty.. cold.. bleeding.. hmmm.. i m jz another light.. nth please me.. jz like u said..hmmm.. wad i wan nw is.. tat u wont keep everything to urself.. muz tell me.. n to bcum a better guy.. stay happy wif u..

2006-12-29T03:27:00.000-08:00

ytd went to orchard watch death note 2 wif my xiao sha gua,vet n ting.. hmmm.. in e end our poor

died.. shoo ke lian.. den aft watch alrdy 9+ le.. den we all faster go hm.. reach hm ard 1030 liddat le.. den talk to my xiao sha gua.. i said i felt shooo useless norx.. cant gif her anything.. felt sho useless

2006-12-26T08:38:00.000-08:00

8th day
hmmm.. td morning 9+ 10 liddat wake up.. eat breakfast n watch tv tgt.. hmmm.. den cuz ytd nitex 0230 slp den veli tired.. den went bac to rm wan go slp awhile.. den my aunty dwn dere veli noisy say feng ah don slp le.. den talk alot rubbish.. sian diao.. den lazy slp le.. wear le socks n shoe le jiu go press lift norx.. hahaha.. den go wait fr bus.. no.1 hmmmm wait awhile jiu come le.. den take to e bus station den my uncle say alight den i slping on e bus half way norx.. i dreaming of my darling nox.. den alight.. my uncle go buy ticket.. den we sit e bus go ocean park.. go dere play 1 game nia.. e other escape gort den alot of ppl norx... den we dwn dere walkwalk eat see thigns thill nitex.. den go take cable car dwn hill.. den wait damn long norx.. 45mins++ to sit norx.. stand till tired.. den when sit e calbe car dat time.. sit half way den i see dwn stairs amn high norx.. aft dat jiu go hm le.. eat duck rice.. sho nice.. but e lunch @ ocean park damn x norx.. chicken rice $7+singapore money norx..

2006-12-25T05:32:00.000-08:00

hmmmm.. juz talk on msn wif my darling.. she went off9 le.. haix.. hmmm.. darling.. wish u can see dis.. wad i said.. might b wrong.. i wish u can frgive me.. wad is on my mind.. i will nt keep it to myself.. i will tell it to u.. i wish u can give me a chance to make changes.. we will solve all e probs tgt.. nt keeping to myself.. i hv came to realise my mistake.. but itis too late.. but i wish u can gif me a chance.. wad i said jz nw isnt true.. i might b wrong.. but i wish u can correct me.. im sry.. haix.. hao xiang darling wor.. haix.. wad can i do nw? to correct wad i had done? my mistake..

2006-12-24T10:17:00.000-08:00

hatered grows deeper in my heart.. promise was again n again broken.. wad m i surpose to do? hv another quarrel.. nonono dat nv works.. wad m i surpose to do.. he is ur fren..but i hate him.. haix.. i m a devil.. wif a angels heart.. but is black in colour.. nv noe wad m i doing.. if u r xin ku.. sry.. u likes to hag out wif him.. den go.. attitude is always given to me cuz of dem.. haix.. if u feel xin ku.. u gis pplve me attitude.. do u think i will happy.. i m nv gud.. hix.. y m i born to hurt ppl.. sry darling..

2006-12-20T21:00:00.000-08:00

2nd day..
hmmm.. ytd aft we talked u gave me attitude.. cant reali slp.. morning 8+ 9 liddat wake up.. den 11+ 12 liddat take bus 905 dono go whr walk alot norx.. till leg pain.. haix.. whole day cant stop missing her.. haix.. den afternoon go eat zhou.. sian.. but quite nice.. e plc damn ****ing durty norx.. +++small.. haix.. den continue walking.. till nitex.. go womens street walk le go eat noodle.. shosho la okok onli.. haix.. nw den noe changing to e type of guy umlike is hard.. i m trying to change.. but hen xing ku.. haix.. i left something in singapore.. my heart.. ish in jia yuans hang.. cant stop missing u.. haix.. kuai fa feng le.. tmr going china.. fr 3days 2nitex.. haix.. cant blog fm tmr.. end here la..

2006-12-19T04:13:00.000-08:00

1st day
i started missing her since i pei her go hm.. everything ish fine here.. juz too cold.. haix.. miss u lots.. reach here 11+.. go uncle hse.. den go his office.. aft dat slack dere whole day.. e end.. sian.. nv been shosian.. nmiss u..

2006-12-16T21:30:00.000-08:00

I HATE HIM.. I HATE HIM.. I HATE HIM.. I HATE HIM.. I HATE HIM.. DEEP DWN IN MY HEART.. 4EVER.. I HATE HIM.. NO MATTER WAD.. NV A FREN.. JUZ AN ACT..

2006-12-16T20:41:00.000-08:00

16 of december..
2more days b4 i leave.. i cant slp at all ytd nitex.. i went to rest.. but.. @ e moment i cover my blanket tears kept dripping dwn.. memories of e past flashes past.. me n u happy.. u sad i donno.. u suffer i enjoy.. tears kept dripping.. i cant stop it frm dripping.. i clean away my tears.. i went to play ps n sms my gud june jiejie.. aft dat i webt bac to rest but it stills kept dripping.. i rested.. aft dono how long i finally fall aslp.. i woke in e morning.. i on my hp.. u called.. u hung e phone.. i kept lying on e bed thinking of u.. missing u.. aft my lunch @2.. i continue lying on e bed.. didnt do anything.. i felt sad.. i juz had my dinner.. i used com.. i read ur post.. its my mistake.. u alrdy had done sho much fr me.. yet i didnt appericate it.. didnt noe.. wad i can do nw ish wait fr u to frgive me.. its my fault.. n i will nt do it again.. i gave u my words.. i broke it.. if u reali hate me.. i will disappear freva.. nt cum bac.. but i wishes u to give me another chance.. to prove to u dat i will do wad i said.. i m sry..

2006-12-15T20:11:00.000-08:00

td i went out wif jia yuan my darling.. we meet @ 11+ den reach parkway @ 12+.. haix.. cut le hair le jiu take cab go merina square.. go dere eat kfc den she say ltr kh joes ting n anna coming.. i sian diao.. i told u someting.. n u will c everything i told u will come ture.. aft dat we continue go walk walk.. walk until siao.. we go suntec de arcade dat time say wei jie frm ncc de.. den go raffles city.. walk awhile jiu peii her go home.. aft dat i sms her.. she replied me.. aft dat sms she didnt reply me.. i kept looking @ my hp.. how i wished she will reply me.. but dat turn out to be a disappointment.. when i reached hm i called her 1st b4 calling my mama.. she told me.. huh?? gort mehx? i bcame sian le.. she say she eat le jiu call me.. i say ok.. den i sms her.. she didnt reply again.. nw i finally noe dat in ur heart i stand 1/50.. de other 49/50 ish frenz n.. i felt shattered.. if i m 1st in ur heart u would hv replied my sms u would hv called me.. i waited frm 6.30-8.. HELLO.. everytime sms u.. u always say orh.. sry i didnt c.. im sad.. it seems dat frenz in ur heart is still e 1st plc.. when shu ting is dere.. u played wif her orh wad.. n me.. waited.. HELLo.. u nid sho long to eat.. every sec every min i hv nw is all abt u.. i kept thinking of u.. all e time when i m awake.. haix.. i dislike those guys dey slack wif u n calls u always or hang out wif.. haix.. dono im too sencertive or wad.. haix.. end here le..

2006-12-13T16:55:00.000-08:00

u seems cold towards me.. td aft meeting jiu go hm le.. ytd go watch moovie wif darling.. go eat wif darling n ting.. y cant u stop saying yvette? haix.. u sho sian jiu go out norx.. talk to me like no mood talk liddat.. i go maple le..

2006-12-13T02:34:00.000-08:00

nabey.. gei wo kan dao princesszoe i sure defame her.. wu yuan wu gu defame me.. angry norx..

2006-12-11T12:13:00.000-08:00

haix.. ytd nitex.. i totally cant slp @ all awake till morning things r troubling in my heart.. i juz cant slp.. @2+ gonna 3 liddat vet reply my sms.. den i noe she haven slp yet.. i was damn fucked norx.. promise me promise me.. in e end talk on e phone.. veli angry.. called her shouted @ her.. she gave me attitude.. i m sad.. i didnt slp @ all.. nort my hand or leg dat is hurt.. but my heart.. i m sad.. m i holding too tight dat u cannot breath? or m i treating u too bad? hv i changed frm bad to worst? or m i nv gud? i m sad.. everything i said to u ytd dat i will nort b sad if u go out is all juz FAKE.. is i gu yi say to make u go out without worring me.. if i m happy u will b sad.. if u r out wid frenz u like i will b sad.. but wo si shen yi dian osho nvm.. cuz dat makes u happy.. i hv lost my appetite.. i cant slp.. cant think.. wad hv i bcum..

2006-12-04T14:03:00.000-08:00

everything turns out to b nort rite.. im e 1 wo sms her.. ending up either she doesnt reply or sry.. i didnt see.. is fren sho importan den me?? or ur promise.. ur words.. y do u still wans me by ur side.. since dey r sho important go stead wid vet lars.. dis is e sec times since we patch things ritez.. i felt sho shi bai.. stead till liddat.. wad m i surpose to do.. i say wad osho no use.. cuz.. things does nt turn out to b wad i expect.. i feel sho damn sad.. e more u go out wid dem e more u cant keep ur promise e more du lan i will get n e more sad i will feel.. wad m i surpose to do??????????????????????? i m juz a extra.. i feels sad,i feels like knocking e wall,punching e wall,jumping off e building n cry out loud.. have i changed or u?? i does noe anything le.. i m sad!!!!!!!!!!!!!! sad!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! sad!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! can any1 understand????????? pls reply me!!!!!!!! sms to me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2006-12-03T23:48:00.000-08:00

2nd of december.. i quarrel wid my mother in e morning gort scolded.. hack care her.. went out in e afternoon go ps.. actually wan go watch cinderaller or wad de.. end up wrong time don nth norx.. buy bracelet fr my darling go eat le jiu go le norx.. end up 12+ go home no wallet no nth walk hm frm sch.. in e end 2.30hr ltr den reach hm..den slp outside my hse till 5.30 liddat den my mama let me in.. den slp till nxt day afternoon norx..

2006-11-27T13:49:00.000-08:00

i felt shattered.. wad has happened to me?
e more u go out e more i du lan..
all u nid is frens n family..
u r happy u share wid vet..
e more u like to go out hanging out wid fren
e more i du lan n don like..
when u r sad vet n ting is always dere..
ting will always b dere to cheer u up..
when u nid some 1 to cheer up.. e hua
u always mention.. he makes u happy
go find him lars.. being tgt wid me will onli
make u sad make u unhappy wad fr ze muo
urself.. everyday hang out wid hua,joes n ahdi
jiu can lers.. dats all u nid to stay happy
everyday go his hse dwnstairs sit ask come dwn
pei u jiu can happy le.. y suffer wid me?
im juz a person dat is boring,unromantic,rubbish
useless,lousy,slacker,sux,idiotic makes u suffer n
could not gib u anything.. y love me? y change..
u gort a mt high of frenz mahx.. dey can make
u happy.. tell dem all e suo guo bu suan hua de things
u like.. which i cannot tolerate.. sho mess up nw!!
donno wad to do.. go find ur frenz n hua to make u
happy norx.. i m nort e 1 who can gib u all dis..
wo shi diao suan le.. duo no 1 cares.. frenz onli crycry
awhile jiu frget me le.. everything stays unchange aft dat
no 1 nids to change..

2006-11-21T13:58:00.000-08:00

wa.. td hahah.. ish galfren de bday.. den i osho gort meet xiang yu.. hahaha.. i 1pm jiu chu men le.. den i went to bugis.. i 1.30 jiu reach le.. den @ e control station dere wait fr xiang yu.. when she reach le den we go walk walk norx.. den @ kfc saw hui wen n desmond.. den i say hi le den we faster go le norx.. aft dat xiang yu go buy bubble tea.. den we go bugis icon tgt.. den we like 2 idiots liddat frm 3rd floor walk to 6th floor.. den walk dwn again norx.. haha.. den i noe she like crown n skull norx.. hahaha.. den she say she like e high heels shoe.. den i buy fr her norx.. aft dat we go bugis dere de 4leaf buy bread.. aft dat i pei her go home le zai go galfren de bbq norx.. i 1st go grandlink dere find le kenneth le we take cab dwn.. aft dat kenneth rent bicycle norx.. den he zai me to pit 26.. we play till @ nitex 9 liddat den jiu go hm le.. damn tired norx..

2006-11-17T17:04:00.000-08:00

my heart felt shattered.. td my mama nag @ which i felt very sad very guilty.. stead wid u makes me feel happy but making me feeling very stress,sad n sometimes very unhappy.. which i feel like being cut very deeply.. i have still gort e feeling wid u but if i say i wish to b alone it will hurt u alot.. will i does nort wan it to happen.. being alone slacking wid fren makes me feel wu you wu lue.. but being tgt wid u make me happy if i were to say i wan to back out nw i noe i will hurt u totally.. i hav no choice but to suffer e pain.. shattered.. haix.. td morning i 7 jiu wake up den rush to blk44 cuz i hv given xy my words by pei her.. she went fr stock check while i went slacking all about.. aft ard 30mins liddat xy n manda jiu finish e check le.. den manda go hm.. left wid me n xy go to sec floor c mr wong paint norx.. until 10+ 11 liddat den we go gate dere de slackslack awhile xy say she feel like drinking bubble tea den we jiu go buy norx.. den she ask wan to eat mahx? den i say ok norx.. we go coffee shop eat.. she eat fish soup n i eat fish ball noodle or something.. den eat n talk, talk n eat say joke, talk, watch tv till 12+ liddat den go bac sch norx.. den @ blk44 saw kh den we nv care him den go bac sch slack till 1.. den she go hm i osho wan go hm dat time zai blk44 saw jy.. jiu pei her sit till ard 2 liddat.. den jiu go hm norx.. jz nw mama scold me till tai guo fen i du lan dao imagine if she is nt my mama i sure whack her de.. damn fk norx.. shattered.. =(( i go watch xi you ji le.. zai jian.. nxt time zai post.. sadsad.. haix......

2006-11-15T12:47:00.000-08:00

wad has happened to me?? m i crazy?? hao luan ar??!!!!!!!!!!

2006-11-13T14:26:00.000-08:00

haix.. i dono when u me.. haix.. hai onli me bahx.. nort u..

2006-11-09T02:00:00.000-08:00

haix.. sian sia.. td ah han nv shoot me le.. hahaha.. aft sch i go jy hse dere eat le jiu go tuition.. 1140 liddat den reach den 1645 liddat den she ley me go hm norx.. on e way tat time i sms jy tell her tmr muz go co she den tell me i tmr go quit co i wan join art club.. haix.. ni de tu ran de jue dingye bu gen wo tao lun yi sheng rang wo jue de wo hao muo sheng.. rang wo jue de hao you yu bu jue.. wo hao shi wang ar.. sui bian ni lars.. shattered heart.. wa.. gj play basketball so violent 1st hit kenneth de chest till blue black den now whack dao kenneth de eyes.. i fear tat nephew tmr wan zao gj dai ji sia..
sobzsobz.. shattered heart.. shang xin de xin..

2006-11-06T16:07:00.000-08:00

sian sia.. damn bored sia.. td reach class late den ah han kao peh kao bu.. pen xue norx.. fuck jere fuck dere.. den..gen jing talk to me ah han scold me.. damn bey song norx.. den aft sch saw jy.. fk norx.. ask her wad she say nth.. den when reach my hse de interchange dat time i du lan.. ask her go find vet la den she cry i don care her.. pls don cry cry cry.. i don like ppl yi kao wo.. u osho don yi kao wo horx.. i hate tat horx.. fk norx.. u don always cry cry cry horx.. fk lors..

2006-11-04T13:04:00.000-08:00

wahahaha.. today juz come back frm chalet jiu go orchard watch movie.. sian norx.. watch e DOA(dead or alive) e show okok norx.. aft tat when we alk out dat time saw yeefong her stead n a gal tgt wa.. we scared dao norx.. den siam till very fast.. after er go out den i sms her.. heng she nv c us.. aft tat alrdy 3+ le we den go vets hse.. i go dere eat le jiu go home le damn bored norx..